Don't let them drag you around...

In the past two weeks, my boyfriend and I have broken up, I've quit one of my jobs, my passport came in the mail, and my cat broke my full length mirror.

I've been seeing more sunrises than sunsets, and I'm becoming stronger in myself.  I miss you.  But I'm not going to tell you that I need you, because I don't.  I'm not going to ask for your help, because I can do this all on my own.  

It hurts when I care about you.  You need to grow up.  As much as I want to hurt you, I won't.  I'm wishing you the best, but I'm loving myself first, before you.  I'm loving everything.  

I'm not looking to you to keep the fire in my heart anymore.

In all Honesty.

I miss you right now.  I think I miss you the most in the dead of night, when I'm completely alone, and sleep won't even take me.  

You are one of the most amazing people in my life.  And as you said before, we have a deeper connection than most.  

There are no more tears on my face.  But I miss you so much right now.  I miss the warm smile you would bring.

I need you to realize that you're one of the most amazing people I know.  And I am so grateful to the universe that she gave us beautiful history together.

Little Bird

In the beginning, the middle, and the end...

I was too afraid of giving myself to someone I could potentially lose.

But it happened anyways.

And now I'm in a choke-hold with tired eyes and a sense of defeat.

Little bird, what do I do with these tiny pieces?

Is this the day I'm going to die, little bird?